While it seems that God is pouring out His blessings in my life, I am struggling to give Him the attention He deserves. He is truly showing me that He operates on a system of Grace. Because it is obvious to me that I am not earning His blessings. There is a long list of things I should be doing, and normally, that makes me feel pretty down on myself and sheepish in approaching the Lord with anything. Yet, I see Him loving me, providing for me, and filling my life with things that give me joy, so how can I wonder if He is disappointed in me? Or if he doesn't want to bless me because I ignore Him?
In my heart, I am praising Him because of all He is doing in my life. Yet, on a daily basis, I know I could acknowledge Him more and more, because this is what He is worthy of.