Jan 6, 2011

A time to learn...

I didn't write down my New Year's Resolutions anywhere...but I do have some things on my mind.
1.  To get better about my quiet time with Jesus everyday.  I go through seasons of faithfulness, and then nothing for months.  And recently, it has been months of nothing.  So...I printed off a checklist.  I know that we always say time with the Lord shouldn't be something to check off a list, but I LOVE lists.  And checking things off.  So, if this is what works for me...I say it's better than months of nothing.

2.  No more soda.  So far, so good.  Yet, I am still craving it.  Pregnancy might make this worse.

3.  After I have the baby and recover, I will start running again.  My goal is to do the 5K in town that is offered with the Eisenhower Marathan at the end of April.  Lofty goal...the sooner baby gets here, the sooner I can get started.

4.  Work on some skill building with Gabe.  For example, this week, we have been working on IDing the primary colors.  He's really good at purple, pink, brown, black, green, and white.  And most of the time, he gets blue.  Red and yellow are challenging him.  So I actually wrote out 2 or 3 activities every week day for us to do together.  This is way fun for me... like lesson planning!  And I am already seeing progress in that little learner.  How fun for us both!  It's also a great way for the two of us to spend some quality one on one time together.

OK, I'll stop there.  I don't want to take on too much, as I only have about a month before this new little one shows up.  Life is already very busy for a season:  Jake is coaching 7th grade basketball.  It's a short season, so he'll be done at the end of February.  But this means I only see him in the mornings before school, and then after 6 in the evenings.  This is probably the norm for most families, but it's an adjustment for ours.  Our weekends are precious! 
Halfway through this season, he will start on his master's degree, which will be one full evening a week.  He'll have more homework to do the other evenings, lesson planning, leading worship at church, and helping me take care of this little one.  I will need to take good care of him to help him through his busy season, too.  We'll look forward to seeing each activity go away:  Newness of the baby, basketball season, school year, and in two years, he'll have his masters. 
I will HAVE to be in the word every day to keep my heart in a place where I can happily welcome him home and take care of things around here on my own everyday.  My need for the Lord's presence and grace in my life is ever increasing, it seems.  I don't guess I'd want to need Him any less...

Whew!  Apparently, I have a lot on my mind! 

Gabe is still a joy!  We are still working on potty training, but not as hard as I probably should be.  Some things just have to take a back seat.  He is singing a lot.  He knows a couple of songs pretty well and will sing them on his own while he plays.  This makes me very happy.  His best number is "The Wheels on the Bus".  He's pretty obsessed with cows, tractors, sheep, and anything farm related.  He also loves dinosaurs and blocks.  He plays imaginatively often and does different voices for the different animals, usually related to their size (baby voice for the small ones, low, growly voices for the big ones).

Enough from me.  God's blessings on anyone reading.  =)

Dec 20, 2010

Don't feel ready...

Yesterday, my husband observed Gabe taking his baby reindeer to bed, cover him up, and then kneel by the bed and start saying prayers for him.  I love that little boy.  And I am so thankful that God is answering our prayers for a soft, teachable heart that loves Jesus. 

Gabe's little brother or sister's personality is starting to show, too!  I predict this one will be much more active, strong-willed, and less of a cuddler.  The Lord has used Gabe to teach me so much, and with another child who is so different, I am sure I am in for some very different lessons.  Am I up for this?

I am a bit nervous about labor and the weeks that follow.  But more than nervous, I am excited to hold this little one and kiss some soft little cheeks.  Maybe this is weird, but I am looking forward to breastfeeding and those night time feedings alone with this new child. 

I will be needing so much grace.  I'd better get out my knee pads and follow my son's example!

Nov 30, 2010

Mama's Name?

I just asked Gabe what Mama's name is.  He said "Love You".

My sweet grandma is with Jesus.  I am so glad for her.  I had the BEST time seeing everyone at her funeral.  The whole experience what so positive for me.  Praise be to God.

Only about 2 more months and we'll have another little miracle to praise God for.  That is delightful!  We have been decorating and preparing for Christmas.  I really love this time of year.  I hope we can help Gabe understand the Father's great love for him, that while we were still sinners, Christ came to earth and died for us. 

We're off to Salina today for daipers, piano books and a Christmas present for my mom.  Most of my other shopping will be done online.  Easy!

Oh, and Gabe will be 2 in a week.  We got him this big tractor he can pedal himself.  He's going to FREAK OUT!  I am really pumped and most of Jake's fam will be there.  He'll love the attention.  He's such a happy and fun little boy.  I wonder how much his world will be rocked when we bring this other little one home...

Nov 15, 2010

Manners

Gabe is saying "Yes, Please" and "No, Thank You" all the time.  Even when he's not supposed to.  Like, I said, "Gabe, did you play with Missy today"
"Yes, Please."

Too cute!

He also says "Watch This!" and spins in circles until he falls down.
Tonight, I had him at the sink with me "helping" me wash dishes.  I let the water run at a trickle and he poured it out of cups and tried all different shapes of dishes and utencils under it to see what it would do.  And he brought his duck to swim in the water, too.  =)

Can't wait for this other baby to come out!  Can't wait for a tiny one!

Nov 4, 2010

He is listening...

Even when I am LOST in knowing what to do...
When I don't know what to pray, except "Lord, please intervene!"...
I may not feel like I have any answers...
No idea what will happen next...
Still exactly where we were six months ago, or even 20 years ago...
No glimmer of evidence that anything will every change...

Yet, I KNOW, without doubt, that He is listening.  And He knows.  And since there is nothing that He cannot do, there is nothing for me to worry about.